11/7/23

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DIARY! ♪

internet yamero! i went and got a therapist / when i went to see them, they told me to "get off the internet" / but when i imagined never seeing any of you guys again, i felt so hurt / i dont care what happens in the real world, i like it here! / i still remember the day i started to gain followers / knowing people saw me and cared about me felt so comfy / oh, who cares about anything anymore?? one, two!! / internets the FUCKING BEST!!! ⋆。°✩

11/28 ! tuesday mood: anxious listening to: earfquake - tyler the creator
9:38AM (◠‿◠)

im on the verge of a panic attack right now i dont think im gonna make it to next thursday i honestly think i will kill myself im genuinley on the verge right now im so scared something terrible will happen

i really wish i was somebodys favorie person, im so tired of feeling so disposable man. i dont know a single person who would be genuinely affected by my loss. everyone has somebody else.

:(

still pretty sure i have undiagnosed bpd! somethings fucked up i know that much

:)

i love my boyfriend

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